That even though regret is again coming back from the grave and haunting the creativity, inspiration and drive out of you, remember that nothing comes out of basking and wallowing in self-pity.
Nothing will happen if you do nothing.
So snap out of it, take it like a man, and continue to move on forward!
It’s hard to keep a straight face and a sane mind when it seems like everything around you is slowly breaking apart…
*sigh*
Ang hirap mag-aral kapag pagod.
Ang hirap mag-aral kapag may iba kang iniintindi.
Ang hirap mag-aral kapag hindi mo alam kung ano ba yung dapat mong gawin.
Ang hirap mag-aral kapag hindi mo alam kung ano ba yung dapat mong maramdaman.
Ang hirap mag-aral kapag hindi mo alam.
Ang hirap mag-aral.
Ang hirap.
Mag-ingat kayo, nadali ako nito kanina sa Taft. Badtrip sobra. Eto ang blow-by-blow account ko:
1. Sumakay ako ng jeep. Medyo puno na ang jeep, mga apat na lang ang pwedeng sumakay. May bakante sa kanan ko na pang isang tao. Nasa kanang likurang bulsa ko ang wallet ko, nauupuan ko.
2. May sumakay na tatlong malalaking lalaki. Dalawa umupo sa kanan ko, isa sa bandang harapan ko. Pangalanan natin sila. Katabi ko si PUTANGINA, tapos katabi niya si HAYUP. Sa harap ko si WALANGHIYA.
3. Ang likot ni PUTANGINA. Galaw siya nang galaw sa gilid, para bang hindi siya magkasya sa upuan. Nakahulog si PUTANGINA ng PISO. Pulutin ko daw.
I’m happy that they’re about 8 hours away from their best Xmas getaway ever *ahem*, but I’m super sad that its been 4 days, and for the longest time, I’ve been experiencing separation anxiety.
Ok, OA. But seriously, now that I’ve got nothing to do, I’m really missing her like crazy.
It’s been fine for the past couple of days since I was busy doing rounds on the Internet looking for stuff they’ll be doing and making sure that they’ll be spending quality time. It was fun actually, imagining the itinerary as if I was with them. With her, more specifically. Now, just 4 hours after finally wrapping it all up, here’s my selfish self filled with regret. I don’t want her to go anymore! Pa-iwan ka na, dito ka na lang sa bahay!
Just kidding. As much as I’d want that, I’ll never let her miss out on the great and wonderful things traveling has to offer. I was so into the itinerary because I want her to have peace of mind and to enjoy the sights and sounds. It was my part of the trip. Sana maramdaman niya na kasama pa rin niya ako, looking after her every step of the way.
The distance will be a factor. And I might end up losing my mind because I’m terribly missing every inch of her. But knowing that she and her family is enjoying every minute of it is all worth it.
That’s how much I love you, mi~ =)
Pero pagbalik niyo, dito ka muna sa’min titira ha? Pambawi lang. Apat na gabi din!
We went there because I wanted you to know that you are at the center of my life right now. Everything about me revolves around you. And I want you to know that I intend for you to stay there, and I hope you do too~ :)
Ikaw lang ang tangi kong dadalhin doon. Ikaw lang at wala nang iba. Mahal na mahal kita >:D<
